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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2012|01:21 am]
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hi LJ

its been a while
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Writer's Block: Thank you veterans [Nov. 11th, 2011|07:03 pm]
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Who are your heroes?


coach mcguirk
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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2011|03:03 am]
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well i guess i should post SOMEthing!

been kinda busy, pretty much migrated to tumblr but never meant to completely abandon LJ, haha

computer got fucked up and is in repairs, almost going on for a month because i'm waiting for my damn recovery software to come in undamaged because they sent me scratched discs two weeks ago

i've been subsisting on laptop use which has been surprisingly great, considering my laptop is pretty powerful. I've got photoshop and stuff working on here and can at least run tf2, so it's a good substitute until i can bring my computer home


i also have a girlfriend but am sort of not trying to go MEGA public about stuff but its been pretty great and she draws great things

been pondering just up and moving in with friends even without job prospect because i feel like my twenties are slipping away and i want to enjoy it at some point. At the same time though, i know i'd just eat through my savings within two or three months and all i've been saving for would be all for naught

granted its not like i wouldn't job search, but i digress


life is full of things!!!

how have you been, LJ??
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(no subject) [Sep. 7th, 2011|04:14 am]
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really disappointed.
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Writer's Block: "Anybody home? Think, McFly, Think!" [Aug. 31st, 2011|05:01 pm]
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Who is the meanest movie bully?


tom arnold
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Writer's Block: Everybody hurts [Aug. 29th, 2011|04:05 pm]
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Have you or a friend ever been bullied? How did you get through it?


bottled it in until it manifested itself into immense self loathing in my older years
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2011|02:23 am]
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there is a strong chance of me going to new york comic con. EVEN BETTER IS THAT THERE IS A BIG POSSIBILITY OF ME BEING AT A TABLE WITH MY BUDDIES AND DISPLAYING SOME COMIX

i have to come up with a comic in about a week and a half but i'll be damned if i don't do this dfsgjkah
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2011|12:48 am]
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to whoever gave me the the extension, thank you! super nice of ya
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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2011|01:51 pm]
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yo guys my paid account ends on the 24th, wondering how do i extend my current service, i have it so it lets me have up to 107 userpics and i think it was one of those 6 month deals

i think it was a gift though so idk

if someone wants to buy me an upgrade i can try to draw you something


i have a bit of time so i'll probably just put in the money myself but i figured i'd ask

edit: oh nevermind yeah it was the 6 months deal with 70 more userpics

i'll just send the 21 dollars or something unless someone gifts me, i'll probably just buy it the day before
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should post this before i jet [Aug. 16th, 2011|02:02 pm]
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sorry about the posts from earlier, i'm a lot better now. Basically, some shit went down that didn't need to happen and it just sort of turned into a miasma of self loathing and i was in a pretty dark place for a bit, moreso than my usual "down" points. I tend to boast optimism as a mindset and 85% of the time i try to see the bright side of things, but sometimes things really just accumulate on me and it just snowballs

i never really grew up with a good handle on how to vent stress, i was always told to ignore it but never how to get rid of it. This sort of led to my current method of just bottling up the frustration and it spills out at all the worst moments (usually when i'm being berated or yelled at about whatever) and usually leads to me having these moments of self loathing and bad vibes


i honestly believe the solution is for me to move out. I'm basically at the point where if i wanted to up and leave, i totally could. I have a little over 3k saved up and could probably crash with a friend and get an apartment or something. Problem is, i don't have a job lined up if i do move. I've got my retail job at the moment that at 8.5 dollars an hour isn't too bad. If i move, i say goodbye to that and i'm back in the jobless zone if i move too fast

I'm pretty much not going to move out without a job in tow, but if this stress keeps building up i'm thinking i might have to make the call regardless and try to suck it up in minimum wage for a while or something. Dunno how that'll work out, and i think that might be a severe last case scenario sort of thing, but it's on my mind.
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